am i suppose to say happy valentines day? because i hate it..

i got you guys chocolates because i had to? o_o
I made them with Massu-kun, so you better appreciate it!
it was hard work yo~ ehe.

[FILTERED TO YAMADA]
ok, i know you said it was ok, but i feel so responsible, and very guilty of the fact that im influencing you to be bad.. its unintended..
[/FILTERED]

[FILTERED TO AIBA & MAACHI]
Where's my chocolate???
[/FILTERED]

[FILTERED TO KUSANO]
Happy Valentines Day and Happy Birthday ♥
[/FILTERED]

he looked at me & said,
"do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get?
you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.
like, no matter what, you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second,
& replied, "everyday…"

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Take your damn fairy tale endings
and your hopes, dreams, & wishes
and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world,
&& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore

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i wanna kill you . . .
but i`d kill for you all the time.

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I'm an artist
a painter actually;
see that 'smile' on my face?
well it's my most famous piece

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Go ahead. Kiss him.
I hope he bites your lip
And you choke on the blood.

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just like ipods,
nowadays, hearts are being played all over the -[ world. ]-

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It's late and i need to sleep oyasumi nasai.

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My name is Tatsuya, i love the water, and when im swimming, the boys/girls always comes diving in.

Oh my word, what happened to all the people?

I have an essay to write and i haven't finished it. It's not my fault i got too many things in my mind. I really need to finish it, maybe i might even skip that class tomorrow, just so i can have an extra day. Oh god, what a jip.

Hey, seriously, what happened to all the people?!
Uchi! .. oh wait, he is here.. i remember 'cause i saw his annoying face down the hall.
Wheres my son!?
Wheres my other son!?
Wheres my wallet friend!? *cough*Massu*cough*

Oh i met Yamada-kun. He is adorable. I wonder how he feels about this place, well, i will get him more comfortable. Ne?

I miss Takki too, that bastard haven't been calling or text messenging me!
You bastard!

Ah, i can't believe im saying this, but.. KusaChen i do miss you.

I think the only thing that is good about this missing people is that i haven't heard from Maachi in a while.
Ooops i forgot we waved the white flag....
Scratch that last sentence! I MISS YOU TOO!

Aiba, I need to talk to you, how about try being a nun or a priest.

--Tat-chan

Long time no see? *waves*

I've been spacing out alot lately. gomen na..
*sigh* arg, my head hurts!! dont yell at me!! >_<

Spring is here, spring is here, it's the best time of the year..

someone make me a cupcake.

[Filter to Uchi]
Nevermind, i dont want to go anymore..
[/Filter]

--Tat-chan

I am dead because Maachi pissed me off.
Now blame him.

I'm so cold, My hands are so cold, I can't play my piano because my hands are frozen. I can't text, i can hardly type.
Everybody is back home now. . Well not everybody.
It's good, the place is getting warmer now with more people here.

Talking about marriage at this age is so F8King lame!
I say dont do it.~

[PRIVATE]
I feel so stupid, My body betrayed me! I don't know what to do!
[/PRIVATE]

New Years resolution
1. Good Grades.
2. Don't get pissed off when people teases you about being a girl. (a.k.a Don't get pissed off at Maachi, Massu, Nakai, Kusano and everyone else in the world) SPECIALLY MAACHI! Damn you! >O
3. Keep my good grades up.

[ooc: I ♥ you Maachi-mun! *muah* ;) XD]

--Tat-chan

MERRY CHRISTMAS

my love

--Tat-chan

I see everyone is leaving for Christmas and going to their families. Well I aint leaving. I'm staying here.

[ooc: I dont know if everyone is suppose leave for the holidays, but Ueda doesn't really want to.]

I guess I'll spend christmas with Takki and If he is going to his family, then i'll just tag along. I really dont want to go home.

[FILTER To Takki]
i hope you don't mind. if you do, I beg of you!
I don't want to go home you know that!
[/FILTERED]

[PRIVATE]
I'm meeting my mom at a park somewhere. I dont want to meet my dad.
I'm not going home.
I hope everyone will like their gift.
[/PRIVATE]

My stomach hurts, I'm going to lay down for hours now.
If someone wants to visit. I won't mind.

--Tat-chan

[ooc: Here's Ueda's Christmas list.
--Alpha order--

Akanishi-kun: baked cake with ♥
Daisuke: a mini piano charm
Kamenashi-kun: Kame (turtle that lights up) cellphone charm.
Kawaii-sensei: Scarf, winter hat, and winter gloves. (matching all green and white.)
KusaChen: Ne-Yo CD (Pretend the one he doesn't have yet :P) & sex
Maachi: Riddle Book with a dragon book mark.
Massu: New piggy pajamas.
Nanako: Burberry perfume.
Nakai: my body a beanie
Takki: Silver necklace with innitials of T&H.
Tegoshi: Cool Leather Jacket.
Yuki (Uchi): Complete school supplies all Bunnyfied.
Yuto: All about Animals CD.

To other classmates & guy senseis: green Christmas cards with candy canes.
To girl senseis: red Christmas cards with candy canes.

&& now Ueda is broke :D
i love christmas, everythng is minty ;P]

--Tat-chan

Me and KusaChen watched a movie called the Christmas Massacre.
it was really good!.. full of blood.
[private]
I'm a liar i didn't even pay attention.. too busy dealing with other things
[/private]

[PRIVATE]
Boy, that was weird..

i hope everyone will like their christmas present that i give them, other than that i'd feel bad.. kidding i dont care, it's all about giving.
[/PRIVATE]

[FILTER TO Kusano]
Was your saturday a complete waste?
[/FILTERED]

[FILTER TO Yuki(Uchi)]
I am so going to win that bet.
[/FILTERED]

I'm off to my paradise land to think, because Uchi needed help with his ironing and he is hopeless..
i have no idea why, i tried to ask but it's probably for that someone again and i don't want to hear it anymore.
*insert piano music here*

And i have to bring Kusano Medicine *runs away*

--Tat-chan

[FILTERED: TO KUSANO]
hmm.. have you done your Christmas shopping yet?
[/FILTERED]

[FILTERED: TO UCHI]
You, Need to Exercise my getting chubby friend.
[/FILTERED]

Hmm.. ne, Christmas is most here huh? wow, time goes to fast.
And it is so cold, Im so cold, i need a hug.

[FILTERED: TO YAMADA]
Ne, How are you?
[/FILTERED]

[PRIVATE]
I am feminine... *sigh*
[/PRIVATE]

--Tat-chan

[ooc: I'm so sorry Nakai-mun, I had a bunch of tests this week that was a surprised to me that i neglected our log. I'm so sorry please forgive me, but they are done now and I should be back to the world. >_<;;]

[occ: So i guess this is just a when their "nice talk" was done?]

[PRIVATE]
I met someone new the other day.. His name was Nakai. He was Maachi's brother. He was nice and we had a nice talk. Am i really that feminine?[/PRIVATE]

[FILTER: To Maachi]
;-; Ditcher
[/FILTER]

--Tat-chan

[FILTERED TO Taguchi-san]
Happy Birthday :) i hope you have a great b-day and ur getting old. Even though its covered by ur childish acts. I'm Jk ur awesome.
Have a great one sensei x]
[/FILTERED]

Yey! it's almost the weekend. :) i like them.. cus i can relax.
So Totsu, Maachi and I are going to umm what are we going to do again? o_O?

[FILTERED TO Tegoshi-kun]
Umm.. >_> i think you should talk manly o-o; . Do you still want my help?. I have some few ideas. i think o_O;
[/FILTERED]

[PRIVATE]
Take me away.
Far far away..
to where trees sway..
it'll be okay..
just you and me today..
hooray hooray... kimi ni boku kara

haha that's funny, i entertain myself.
[/PRIVATE]

It's almost kristmas <-- yes i spell x-mas like that, deal w/ it.
I wonder if we can have a secret Santa?

Nanako-sensei said something about Fireworks, and i would really love to help.
Fireworks are beautiful. I love them.
edit: So i am helping out w/ the decorations :)

[FILTERED TO Shoon-chan]
i shall feed you 'till you get fat.
[/FILTEreD]

--Tat-chan

can someone help me with my math? it's getting hard..

[FILTERED: TO YAMADA]
Ryosuke, its getting colder now, can i have some of your scarf?
[/FILTERED]

My parents gave me more money~ :D

[PRIVATE]
I wonder what happens if i die at this age.?
i mean my boyfriend is practically dead.

[ooc: Let's just pretend they broke up :) i mean aww. Ueda is single again~]
[/PRIVATE]

Who wants to go shopping with me?! i dont want to go with Uchi anymore! >_<
He made me strip! D;
I want to go Out! :P I'm going to go visit Tegoshi-kun's penquin.

[FILTERED: To Maachi]
Strip club Maachi-chan, Strip club, think about it ;)
[/FILTERED]

--Tat-chan

Happy Thanksgiving Minna-san!
^______________________^
I would give everyone a piece of Turkey but im afraid Massu-kun might eat it all and Uchi will throw up on it. D; ;-;
Joking! :DD

Ill Give Akanishi a piece for Free. Im sure he is tired of eating my trash. =]

Ja everyone, I hope you all have a nice thanks giving~!

--Tat-chan

[PRIVATE]
I am so happy Tegoshi had a great birthday, he seems to be getting alot of great gifts. How adorable :D
I'm proud of Massu too for holding a great party. ♥

great... im broke now, i bought Tegoshi a penquin and it costed ALOT.
but it was worth it. Tesshi-kun seems to be really happy about it. Made me happy.
Hmm i just need more money now before the 29th. I have the perfect gift idea for him. I hope he likes it.. i miss him so much, i wonder if he is dead.. <-- ouch.

at some times i want to just talk to my room mate and have that private open up talk...
[/PRIVATE]

listening to music is good for the soul.
oh oh this one is avocado pie Akanishi :D ♥ ^--^

--Tat-chan

Minna-san! it's Tegoshi Day! so everyone be nice to him! na~
although i know already know you guys do :)

[FILTER TO TEGOSHI]
Happy Birthday Tegoshi-kun! You grow up so fast. D;
Keep Healthy Okay!


Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday To You...
Happy Birthday dear Tesshi...
Happy Birthday to You..
ohhh .. yea..

( I'll give you ur penquin soon~ :D )
[/FILTERED]

--Tat-chan

I feel super Hyper today b/c of Massu !
that damn cutie is so damn contagious!

AHH TEGOSHI-KUN! its almost your birthday ne!
you told me! and i promised to give you a penguin! :DD
I will go shopping for it sooonnn!!
would you like a girl pengi-san or a boy?! ^________^

Yuki! IMA KICK UR ASS! just cus that is so damn mean

Takki-chan left me all alone, I miss my bestfriend.
I am all lonely now...
Damn you! *fist pump* & stop scaring me, its really mean! ;-;

isnt it messed up when someone ditches you!?
yea thats why i ditched him *-*
love love love people love!!!! Share some love people!!

Kusano i want to talk to you for some reason! i want ur funk!

I Feel like a damn baby.. :/

i feel good today, even though class was boring and my eyes hurted staring at teacher talking.... oh no offense! its just my contacts.! and i was sleepy.
so anyways, I have been studying alot because i was bored and i need to think because i have no life, yey me! isnt my life so damn exciting?! && to think i like it this way, quiet and somehow restless.

--Tat-chan

[FILTERED to KOUKI]
Hi Kouki~ How old are you now?
Happy Birthday!

Art Class! :D

Left ur present on the front of your door :) I hope you like it.
[/filtereD]

>-o my eyes hurts. I've been studying way tooo much. yea right

--Tat-chan